EUCALYPTUS -BY FIVES;

OH HAY!

i've never hated anything this much

so it's sunday afternoon, approx 1:58. spring break has come... to pass and i spent it in cape cod Massachusetts
experimenting with what life is like beyond new york city and my family right now was successful, but i missed the city and it's quirks and cryptic meanings.

and i've been seeing Gail for a while now. maybe about four sessions? subtract or add a little--she's my therapist. we've addressed my problems, in a small amount of time which surprises me.

i'm feeling very weird.

i think i need this.

jeez i suck at this

wow did i have an absolutely insane night

i hate how i'm hardly a part of my family anymore.
for months i've put myself into my own little place
it's not really a happy one.
i've been in my own little world for so long, i'm just realizing this now.

i've got a locked jewelry box.
no one can get to that sapphire ring.

i've been taking a lot of photos

c'mon just go up twnety degress wouldja?

things i need to start doing:
updating this more frequently
bringing my cameras to school again
take more pictures
incorporate flickr into my daily routine
stop this 10pm madness
reduce my stress stress stress

hey at least i stocked up on pills!


oh oh oh and pursue my rape list

no one's gonna fool around with us

boys.







the death of me.

telegram_ tagged me!

A. List seven habits/quirks/facts about yourself.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person who tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it."

1) my favorite smell in the whole world is cigarettes in dirty hair.

2) smirks and hands make my knees wobble.

3) i'm head over heels for my new kitten elliott, but actually in love, seriously.

4) i want to believe in god so badly.

5) i'm gonna try not to eat until saturday

6) in fact i am super SUPER excited about saturday

7) i make a sick exotic espresso.

i'm going to break rule C. just do it if you want, bitch.