EUCALYPTUS -BY FIVES;

i've never hated anything this much

so it's sunday afternoon, approx 1:58. spring break has come... to pass and i spent it in cape cod Massachusetts
experimenting with what life is like beyond new york city and my family right now was successful, but i missed the city and it's quirks and cryptic meanings.

and i've been seeing Gail for a while now. maybe about four sessions? subtract or add a little--she's my therapist. we've addressed my problems, in a small amount of time which surprises me.

i'm feeling very weird.

i think i need this.

jeez i suck at this

wow did i have an absolutely insane night

i hate how i'm hardly a part of my family anymore.
for months i've put myself into my own little place
it's not really a happy one.
i've been in my own little world for so long, i'm just realizing this now.

i've got a locked jewelry box.
no one can get to that sapphire ring.